Grandmum

9-6-2013

The date my grandmum passed away.

Could be said that she was the luckiest one. She was the last grandparents who left us in this world. Oh I missed my both side grandparents so much :( I won't have any chance to call anyone 'a gong' 'a po' 'wai gong' 'wai po'... Feel so sad T.T

Guess what, on 9/6/2013, I had a wechat call with my cousin. We both were actually planing the date to go back to Triang to pay a visit to my grandmum. We picked the date; we tried to get the transport; we asked about the days of our holidays etc... hrmmm... who knew... at that night, I received the call from my cousin who stayed at Triang. She cried and said, 'wai po zhou le' ( grandmum is gone). I had no idea what to do on the spot. I quiet and quiet and quiet. I remembered I was actually need to answer my roommate's a question about an issue(totally forgot what she've asked). But, I'm quiet. I'm quiet. Still quiet.

A moment later, I answered my roommate's question then only I tell her about my grandmum's bad news. She was having a big shock...hrmm...rather than mine... and kept asking me whether I am ok.  huuu... sure I'm ok. I'm quiet. Quieting. Quieting.... Soon after she went to bathroom, my tears burst ! "What am I doing? What should I do? Grandmum passed away and I'll be sitting my first paper by tomorrow!! What am I gonna do??" Quietly...and shed away my tears when my roommate came in. Quietly. And started to have a normal conversation with her. Till almost 10 pm something, I'm totally out of idea ...:( I  asked her opinion of what should I do? Should I go back? Should I stay? I had only one grandmum. She was my last grandparents! and I had exam on the next day ! clueless ... and helpless... :( and she answer me, "go back sweetheart" 

Thanks :)

Almost midnight. I was trying to swallow all those f*king annoying slides and notes and stuff and put it into my brain. I couldn't sit well. I couldn't. My grandmum thing kept going appear in my mind. I was not dare to make a call to my mum. I didn't know how to comfort her. Eventually, I did make a call and she told me that daddy and her were on their way back to Triang. They calmed me down and asked me not to worry much, they could handle all those stuffs and they promised me that they would tell grandmum that I couldn't attend the funeral because I was in the exam season. Tears again :'(

On the next day, brother Peter called and asked me to prepare to go home :)

At first, we planned to have dinner first before departing. When I told him that I needed to see doctor because of my skin, he changed the plan and decided to bring me to see doctor first on the next day. And we back to Cheras, staying one night and rest :) The next day? I planned to see that handsome doctor actually. hrmm...kinda disappointed because he was not around... :(

We reached Triang and gave bow to my grangmum. Then I backed to home for taking bath and rest. We required to get ready before 6pm for the praying and king king kang kang funeral. huuu..kinda stress actually. Well, most of the free time, I would go back to my home (next one house of my grandmum's) to do some revisions.

Seriously I had no idea what was I reading about on that time. sigh.., tension and stress! But I really wanted to do something for my grandmum :( ok ok ok I keep telling myself everything will be ok :)

Here are some photos taken when we are free...

Still smiling because I am grown up adult and granddaughter :) I know grandmum is very fine and well now because she is staying with my grandfather now :) <3