Painful

T.T
Really...
Truly...
Definitely...

Very painful....

No more

I hate you...
I hate you...
I hate you...
I hate you...
I hate you...
I hate you...
I had tried to calm down ...
I had tried to solve it...
I tried it with hope...
But now you keep on growing...
I feel it is useless even I eat the medicine on time...
You are making me pain...
I don't like you...

Don't make me cry ...
Please...

Endurance

When will my fire of endurance extinguish?

Will it become a real?  One day in future, maybe.

Dare or not dare?

Willing or not willing? – To release it.

Such a silly thought…

Silly…

What a nice word to describe it even to myself.

What do you think if there is a huge and much load love toward you?

It is sweet and warm.

It is a sense of secure.

It is protecting.

I know if I’m moaning it right now, I will regret in one day.

I have no way, no space, no one to talk.

Who could have same longitude and latitude of mind vibration with me?

Who could truly share it with me? At the same standing point like mine.

Sometimes, I just hope that there will be no advice for me.

Just because, I’m always know what I am doing right at the moment and after all.

I will feel better if everyone do me this favor.

Reason?

Honestly, I don’t like to hate thing, even one single thing at any aspect.

Isolation is my best medicine for most of the time..

Don’t complain… as you don’t know me…

Don't even asking me to change my mode…

This is my own mode~!

Do shut up if you want to keep our relationship long and peace.

I’m totally freaking out…

Pissed off…
WHY?

My skin breaks my day…

Why was I chosen?

Pain… itchy…ugly…

I don’t want it…

Don’t want it…

Please… go away…

Please... free me...

I am begging...

begging you...

please... 

please...

please...